I leave my cellphone volume on high at night when I sleep. Why? Because I'm the friend that everyone goes to for advice, and if someone needs me at 2 AM because they just got in a huge fight with their boyfriend, I want to be there for them. Even though I love sleep and usually threaten bodily harm if someone calls/texts me while I'm sleeping and it's not important.
Last night, at 5:21 AM, I received a drunk text from the guy mentioned in the previous post. For the sake of having a name for him from now on, we shall call him Billy. I don't know why that popped into my head, but that's what we shall call him.
Anyway it was a drunk text. This pisses me off. Why? I hate when people drink. I hate alcohol. I think it is one of the most viral, disgusting, pointless things on the face of this earth. I do not drink. I never want to drink. It does nothing for you--except occasionally make you lose your inhibitions and act a little crazy. Big freakin' deal. I can act crazy and be daring without anything in my body that could potentially cause me harm. I guess I'm not your average nineteen year old, because everyone else I know drinks. And I hate it. I wish he didn't drink. He knows my opinions on it, and he doesn't care. I would have no friends if I wasn't friends with anyone who drank, but still, control yourselves people. Set a limit. Be safe. And don't freakin' drunk text me at 5:21 AM. A) It pisses me off. B) It makes me disappointed in you, and C) It makes me wonder what girl you're getting drunk with.
Stupid Billy. Stupid, stupid Billy.
I almost want to drunk text him one night, being completely sober of course because I don't drink, but make him think I did, and write something like "I leov ioyiu" meaning "I love you" and see what he says or acts or does. But of course I will never do this, because I don't drink and I don't want anyone thinking I have or do.
I need a vacation. It seems that every little thing is getting on my nerves lately and I'm getting pissed off at everyone. The text message was unneeded last night, and I never responded, and I'm not texting him today. I need a break from him. He's told me before that he wonders after a while of me not texting him, why I haven't text him and he misses it. Well, I need a break from him. I need to stop talking to him to get over him. Even though I know neither will ever happen, I will stop myself from being the one to text him. He wants to talk to me, he can initiate conversation from now on. He can send me an IM first and he can text me first. A real text. Not a text when he's drunk and with other girls. Should I be happy that he thought of me when he was with someone else?
Well I'm not.
Damn you Billy.
Have no regrets. Live. Laugh. Love. And listen to music.
xLivin'theLyricsx
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